Darkness Surrounds Me.

I'm Hali.sixteen.bi.
I hate everything about me.
Sad an lonely most days.
I selfharm an starve.
This blog is for my thoughts that kill me everyday.
I DO NOT promote selfharm/eating disorders.

No one understands, no one will EVER understand.

I know this is bad but.. my friend wants to fast with me for awhile more then acouple weeks. I cant pass this up, if we do it together maybe I wont fail and actually become beautiful likeĀ I have always dreamt of. Does this make me a bad person? I dont know I feel It. But I cant help myself and fasting (more like starving) makes me happy.. so … why shouldnt I do it? Ugh.